Friday, November 26, 2021

 How time fly

HOPE

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The last time i posted something in this blog i was taking a new path in my life.. I once again find myself in a similar situation, because yes i underwent a lot of changes in the past few months and lot more to come in the upcoming months.


Funny how i though i would write a blog and keep it active, yet here Iam 7 years later with a follow-up post. there is nothing certain in life, even happiness mainly that...


now Im almost the person i wanted to be in 2013, yet still i feel so incomplete and lot to do and so hopeful about future, not like the past.. 


i hope i come back again soon, not like before.. and keep this alive    

Monday, October 14, 2013

Train in the moonlight

one day not so long ago i was travelling in a train to reach a place which i did not want to go to do something which i did not like to do ,

so i was there cursing myself for my sad future and looking outside the window , and suddenly the cabin light went off ,i was angry GOD that even in a moving train somehow he manages to irritate me by taking the lights off only in my cabin ...

but after the lights went off i noticed it was a beautiful full moon day outside , the light was so bright that you could see the countryside so clear , it was so beautiful , i could see the palm trees standing in rain created little ponds , little huts and houses looked like fairy tale cottages ,and the music i was listening added even more beauty to it ,  it looked so animation like and kinda dreamy .... and so when i was enjoying the beauty of nature i slowly drifted into a dream ..in which i was standing in an island filled with palm trees and surrounded by crystal clear blue water and white sandy beaches , and when i go deep into the island i find myself near a waterfalls close to which a garden filled with trees and plants of my favorite fruits.. and when i go near the garden i saw a bed below a tree , so there i was in my dreamland with everything i always loved and wanted but still one thing is missing , yeah i need a company , a friend ... just as my dream express was gaining speed suddenly i felt the train stopping and artificial light splashed on my face ..

as you would have guessed the train was passing my a small station in between , and just like that my dream collapsed and i was back in reality , the ugly faced reality , i never understood the meaning of the dream but i came to conclusion  that my dream was my way of escaping reality ...


but still it would be so comforting if the dream lasted longer

anyway that dream made my day and gave me a great peaceful sleep ... that place in my dream is havelock island Andaman and Nicobar islands which i have visited years before .... 

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